Dear Diary

the fact is, i wrote diary.
the problem is, i'm not writing a diary.
the question is, will i still write diary?



haha... whatever
i'm just going to tell facts in my blog now
i 'met' my old diary books few days ago
and i paid them a visit as well
guess what? they remind me once again

i'm a better ashley now

let me introduce you guys these great heroes of my life
they indicate the transformation of myself
i guess that's what a diary means in life, right?






hehe... diary
i'm going to reveal you to the public! =P
(p/s: i'm proud to have you in my life)

This is my 2nd book of diary in 2004
(yeah i fail to keep the very 1st one back in 2002)

front view
yeah dolce & gabbana... whatever
i did enjoy scrapbook-ing by that time
yet another economic way to alleviate my boredom
and entertain my sight! this is more than a diary
it's a scrapbook actually! many stuff inside =)

back view
=D i like this better cuz it's a pocket
i can change the look of it whenever i like

another scrapbook-ing work of mine
my best friends(2 exceptions) photo back in...
err 2003? i can't recall at all! poor memory T_T
(p/s: miss those days! it was a barbecue night... didn't have for so long d)

front page for my diary section
quote:
"celebrating life together is the best way to strengthen your friendship!"
and i did it, i've done i, i'll do it

a piece of memo in between
here's my diary during form 5, senior high period
oh! that was a pathetic ash back then
too pessimistic!!! >_<

full view of my writings
'entries' during my 'after spm' period!
my classmates used to complain on my handwriting
too small.. yeah, as a matter of fact
this really isn't reader-friendly at all, but it's writer-friendly still!
who else will read this but me? LOL

i love to do drawing upon my words, do u?
(oh! my words could be read clearly, but i don't mind, it's trifle)

little dolpin, love to draw it after watching a drama
(p/s: why did i edit this pic? haha..
something's need to be censored i suppose =p)










This is my 3rd book of diary in 2005
(the most 'full-filling' book among all, memories~ it's my favourite!)

front view
i put a sticker on it, to... modify it a bit?
i think this book is good enough
i don't have to do much
i don't wanna spoil the pretty face anyway =)



full view of my writings
see the girl next to my signature? make me laugh XD
the memo beside is my last piece of 2004



as time goes by, my words get
smaller and smaller~ more and more~










This is my 4th book of diary in 2006
(it lasted less than 10 pages, something bad happened, never wish to jot it down!
still, i like the 'entries' before, colourful! as i was taking P.A course during upper6
colour pencil! my old buddy~)

front view
this book, cost me rm7.90!
i really have no idea why i bought this thing!
i guess this is one of the reason that stop me from diary-ing!
LOL~ i'll sure blame on it!



i did it again~ modifying...
with hellokitty, my favourite cartoon!
still, i could scarcely succeed T_T blame it on the cover!


drawing section, just before i started my ride(write) =D


memo stickers were added to 'discourse' my stories! =)


oh! that's a funny story!
but i'm just going to let you see the colours


after i stopped diary-ing, i used to write something inside
like this, just doodling around
(p/s: but i mean what i wrote, i wrote what i mean)









This is my 5th book of diary in 2007
(i did not wrote much either, just during my working life at
casino de genting as a croupier or dealer)

front view
'little black book' appears again if u notice! ok, if don't, forget it~
see the title? i'm HOME AWAY~ haha from jan till may... long?



back view
nothing special.. just cut and paste... sth good, sth nice =)



full view of my writings
so tidy... haha... it didn't last for long!



instead of just jotting down my story, i did some exercises on it too
during my training period! it's a dealer's routine!
yeah~ i'm a profession!! hehe =p



last but not least, my drawing
just to cheer myself up! =p







ok... that's all about the fact!
will the question get an answer?
no idea
LOL
let's just wait for the enthusiasm to come back
i'll still enjoy visit those buddies once in a while
they remind me, encourage me, teach me, save me
much appreciate to u guys~

till then,
i guess it's the end of my today's post









goodbye diary!

with love,
ashley