Result is Out

my result for my 3rd semester out jor
abi called me around 12am & told me to check
lol
guess what.. like usual.. i'm very lucky
(dunno why... but i'm very thankful for that = D)
actually i'm kinda in 'give up mode' for my result this semester
due to my laziness...(i emphasize one more time... i am damn lazy!!! haih..)
i expect my result will be mati kao kao

hpr(100% give up before/after exam =D)
which i langsung tak baca pun..since i have no idea about what to read...
i can only say 'thank you' to my lecturer loh
thanks to u... i learn nothing

critical thinking(fed up)
my time management is real suck.. i thought i have lot of time..
so spent all my times on precisely comprehending the article... xiao ngsiewming
ending up hand in a half blank exam paper.. haih... for what??
so that next time will kena spank reasonably?!?! (i'm talking nonsense now)

phycholinguistics
lol.. i know i will be safe... but i was really 'play play' with it loh..
haha cuz my essay for this paper can only be considered as a 'karangan' = 'fiction'
rather than a factual answer... *sad+cry+sigh+shame*
sorry dr. tanbh.. i know your course is very interesting
but.. i really did not 'educated' by you well well...
so i didn't work hard for your paper.. soooo sorry..

ok...

so here's my result for my 3rd sem


ok... lame i know
but still.. i did improve compare to my previous semester
i know... my course is easy... can NEVER compare to yours
but whatever... i choose an easy way to pursue my life
just to fulfill my lazy lifestyle...
but i really determine jor... i will work hard next sem...
(saying flapdoodles again... hope not.. =. =''')

lastly thou... i am definitely.. surely... literally
feeling thankful for my 'luckiness' all these years
from the moment i became a student... i mean from kindergarten till now
i always pass them with/out flying colors
thanks


UPDATE!
all my courses' results have finally been released =)
hoho... first time ever i got 6 As...lol (including 3 -As lol)


peace bro... may the victory continue... =D

feel free to read

Internet Addiction

In your view, is the Internet addictive? Why or why not?
In my opinion, Internet is not addictive as it can be considered as an environment and people cannot be addicted to the environment. I believe that Internet itself is not addictive at all. It is a virtual space that allows its users to do different things with it. The problems that we might see nowadays which accused by the public as Internet addiction, are actually lying with the Internet user's priorities. Internet users use Internet for numerous purposes, some for the business purposes and some for the personal life purposes. They are actually using the Internet to deal with their real life matters. In fact they are making their lives even more successful and better such as broaden one’s business opportunity worldwide and also tighten one’s relationship with the others even though they are far away from each other.
Nevertheless, what that makes the Internet users addicted is actually the content within the ‘environment’. As compared to our real life environment, there are a lot of things that can lead to addiction like drugs, gambling, work and sex. Internet also offers chances for one to contact with these activities. Therefore, it is all rely on the users to whether or not get involve with it, and become addicted to it. A passion adds value to one's life, an addiction takes away value. In conclusion, internet is just an environment for all of us to pursue of passion. Addiction only happened when one’s passion causes him or her obsession, compulsion, or excessive physical dependence or psychological dependence to it. Therefore, Internet is not addictive.


Can one find companionship online? Why or why not?
One can find companionship online. As I have mentioned earlier, Internet is a new form of environment that human face nowadays. It is also new domain of social interactivity which offers a space for people around the world to contact with each other and also an opportunity to experience a form of social contact, with no real social presence. This is a good opportunity for one to broaden their social life, especially for those who always found socializing difficult. Whether or not one can find companionship online, it is all depend on his or her attitude and personality. There are different kinds of people in the world we live in, so do the world of Internet. Therefore, one can definitely find companion online if he or she is being sincere to the others.
In fact, Internet is actually giving a better chance for those who are diffidence to communicate with others. They will feel freer and stress free when they communicate with others via the Internet as can easily voice out and share their thoughts with others since there is no one recognizes them. Even though this is not a good way to improve their diffidence problem, however it is still a good start for them by giving them a chance to open their heart for others to understand each other. This is a very good circumstance as they can get to know a lot of friends who are willing to share each ups and downs, help and support each other whenever they need it. As a result, they can build up their confidence once they get to mix in and get along with others day by day.
In conclusion, if one is a sincere soul who seek for companionship, whether he or she is in the real life or on the Internet, there will always be friends and family who accept you as who you are, there for accompany.


Do you agree with the author when she states, “If you can’t face the world, you’ll always find somewhere to hide”? Why or why not?
Yes, I agree with the author’s statement that if one cannot face the world, he or she will always find somewhere to hide. People always tend to have a lot of excuses whenever they face any difficulty. This is because they cannot handle the stress that the problem brings. They feel stress about the failure that they might need to face if they fail to solve the problem and therefore, they do not have the courage to face the challenge. They will then ignore the problems that they are facing, and get themselves involve to other activities that can make them feel happy, which they think that can ease their mind and pain. Many examples of this situation happened in our life such as drug abuser, pathological gambler, workaholic, alcoholic and etc. Most of them get themselves involve with these activities during their tough time whether it is family problem, financial problem or personal problem.
All of these activities offer them a temporary ‘shelter’ to hide from their problem, which is the reality of the world. It is exactly the same situation as the author statement, where they will always find somewhere to hide. Even without the existence of Internet, one can still get to find other excuses to get themselves away from facing the reality. This is one’s recreancy that makes them to choose to get into the addiction, the addiction of excuses and the addiction of escape from reality.


Is it safe to infer that the author believes that couples living together do not communicate enough? Why or why not?
No. This is because the author only point out her opinion, point of view and assumption. The author does not state out that this is a fact but it is only her own belief instead. The author does not have any strong evidence that all couples that living together do not communicate enough. There is no certainty by far that every couple that lives together is having lesser communication compare with those who are not living together. Some might think that word can be easier to utter when it is not face to face. However, communication is not all about utterances and writings. When couples live together, everything that they observe from each other is a communication. A smile, a gesture, a body language or even the way of how they utter their words is also considered as communicating as the term ‘communication’ is defined as the exchange of thoughts, messages, or information, as by speech, signals, writing, or behavior.
Other than that, whether or not the communication is enough for the couple is always depend on their personality and their attitude toward their relationship as well. If both of them are not willing to spend more effort and time to understand each other, of course their communication will not be enough. This is not the matter of living together, nor the use of Internet to communicate is more efficient. This is one’s responsibility and attitude toward a relationship. If one is concern and care about the relationship, everything is possible to be perfect. Therefore, the use of Internet is just a method to tighten couple’s relationship, but it can never be the reason or excuse for couples to become closer.



by Ashley Ng
ps: please take note that some of my writings are based on references.

三代同堂

今日係屋企見到個幾得意有趣既畫面…


溫馨咧！哈哈哈！
- 25/11/2008 -

simple me, simple wish

i'm just a simple girl
leading a simple life
achieving simple achievements
aiming simple goal
doing simple things
having simple things

and now,
i'm just a simple humanbeing
who's praying for a simple wish

i should think positively

Faith

faith, faith, faith


1st faith
the belief you hold on to
a force that keeps you move forward
to be enthusiastic about you life
to reach out for your dream
a strength that pick you up whenever u fall


2nd faith
the trust that you put on others
believe in the one you love and care
generates a stronger bond between us
so that you are never alone
so that there's always someone you can rely on


3rd faith
uncertainty that leads nowhere
insecurity that brings hesitation



if i have no faith
i might not go further

if i have no faith
i might have no companion

and so,

i have faith
i have hesitation that leads nowhere



i'm about to lose my uncertain faith
my positivity is soon leaving me here

alone

... ...


should i keep holding on?
is there an answer?




is that a faith?

My Top 10 Hottest Actors

jiang jiang~
i was again tagged by miss clarine! haha
thanks for tagging me
but i'm afraid your tag might just get 'dead'
when it comes to my hands
since i have no one else to tag
lol
whatever
...

so here's my
'Top 10 ♥Hottest Actors'
(p/s: the drama or movie that i mention is the one that make them HOT for me! lol)





♥1
孔佑 공유
Coffee Prince 1st Shop 커피프린스 1호점(2007)

(i start noticing him from some previous dramas or movies
such as 'hello my teacher' and 's diary'.. i think he's so cute!!
but this is the drama that made me fall in love with him hopelessly!! lol
최한결~ 사랑해요~!! ^^)





♥2
趙顯宰 조현재
Only You(2006)
Three Dads, One Mom 아빠 셋, 엄마 하나(2008)

(he's my prince charming!! hehe... i love him!
love him love him love him.. someone like him ^___^)





♥3
李東健 이동건
Glass Flower 유리화(2004)
My Boyfriend is Type-B B형 남자친구(2004)

(i think he's cute & hot! but my friends dun think so oh =. =
whatever.. i still like him~ but his recent work isn't that nice..
i'm looking fwd for his better job! 힘내요!)





♥4
吳彥祖 Daniel Wu
Love Undercover 新扎師妹(2002-2003)

(he's a hottie for everyone i'm sure~~
but i fell in love with him after 'love undercover'!
his cute & sincere character that made me attracted to him~ ^^
i don't really watch his recent blockbuster movies.. i prefer love story.. lol
he is now working for a new movie called '如夢' can't wait to watch it!
cuz it's been awhile i din get to see him act as a normal people! haha)





♥5
周傑倫 Jay Chou
Initial-D 頭文字D(2005)

(jay chou.. my idol used to be.. back in early year 2005..
i was so in love with him.. his cute & shyness in the movie made me hot!
n his talents made him even hotter! well... that's all in past-tense! sigh)





♥6
George Peppard
Breakfast at Tiffany's(1961)

(oh my huckleberry friend~ the HOT one that can melt your heart~
the one that melted Holly Golightly's heart! & mine too.. hehe~ he's a classic!)





♥7
Jared Padalecki
Gilmore Girls(2000-2006)

(rory's first love... cute & hot! i didn't watch gilmore girl since he left..
still wonder why his character will turn out to be like that...
arr!!! i still can't accept the fact that he left! haha)





♥8
彭于晏 Eddie Yu
When Dolphin Met Cat 海豚愛上猫(2005)
My DNA Says I Love You! 基因決定我愛你(2007)

(1 word~ CUTE!! hehe... still, a hot body he has!)





♥9
张孝全 Joseph Zhang
The Legend of Speed 極速傳說(2004)

(mars~ like his character in that drama.. he is HOT & cute!
i like him to be with '蜻蜓' ^^ to bad he died in the end..
he's getting more famous now.. but i'm not that fancy bout him d~)





♥10
Adam Gregory
Beverly Hills 90210(2008)

(TY!!! as cute as the teddy~ he's just a guest star for 90210
if only he's still together with annie & continue to be part if it!)







ok.. since i have no one else to tag
therefore... ciao!!

L♥L

The Best Prevention

"Shut your eyes and turn blind,
just so you won't cry.
Turn your heartbeat off and get numb,
just so you won't hurt."

untitled me

"you see nothing
cuz i'm nothing to you.
i see everything
cuz you're everything to me."


-ashley is actually assuming-

開關

不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心
不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心
不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心
不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心
不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心
不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心
不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心
不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心
不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心
不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心
不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心 不開心



九十九個不 開心
只因沒一個 關心

ING!

Another life saver that just
Save me from become homeless!!!

ING씨!

Thank you very very very much!!!

고마워요!


♥사랑해요!!

good night


(^_____^)

計較

做朋友的應該不需要計較那麽多

但是，
當你的存在被視為理所當然的時候，你會計較嗎？
當你的意義都不被珍惜，不被重視時，你應該計較嗎？
當你的好意都被認爲沒意義的時候，你有必要計較嗎？
當外人都看不過眼，說你笨的時候，你還需要計較嗎？

也許，我應該
或許，我需要

可是，我的心告訴我
괜찮아요... say that I'll be alright
朋友，是不應該計較的。

就算我的存在，從來都不具任何意義。

need some time tested beauty tips?

Time Tested Beauty Tips

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.

For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day.

For poise, walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone.

People, even more than things,

have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed;

Never throw out anybody.

Remember,

If you ever need a helping hand,

you'll find one at the end of your arm.

As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands,

one for helping yourself, the other for helping others.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,

the figure that she carries,

or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes,

because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.

The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole,

but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.

It is the caring that she lovingly gives,

the passion that she shows,

and the beauty of a woman with passing years only grows!

- Sam Levenson

The poem was written by the late educator-humorist Sam Levinson for his grandchild

and read by Audrey Hepburn on Christmas Eve, 1992.

It was also used by Ms. Hepburn on occasion when she was asked for beauty tips.

(From Audrey Hepburn by Barry Paris, 1996, Putnam)

無奈嗎？

也許只有自己親眼看見，親身體會
才會明白事情原來就只不過是如此而已。
從前的不了解，不諒解，不明白
和從前的看不開，答案其實就只有這樣。
我們都一樣，喜歡跟喜歡的人一起。
有些人無論怎樣，都不會是你想見的那位
大概我們都是這樣的人吧。
分別也許只在於誰傷人與誰被傷而已。
但到了最後，那也已經不重要了。

今年夏天寧靜的海

今年夏天，我住在海邊。安靜的等待，下一個冬天的未來。

JULY~ LY LY LY!

july, a year after jor, i'm going to school again
still schooling? ehem.. it's university i suppose XD
it's hard to believe that i'm a 2nd year student now
i'm a senior lar! so fast =.=lll
i really dunno what i've learnt loh so far
since the last 2 semesters' courses all are very very 'rojak'
till i could barely describe myself as a B.A(B.I) student =.=

don't believe me? let me explain to you all how 'rojak' they are!!!

1) Kenegaraan(Malaysian Nationhood)
2) TITAS
3) Hubungan Etnik(Ethnic Relation)
needless to say, i think all of us should know why they exist for lah~
and what they really mean to us loh, burden... =.=

4) Pertanian dan Manusia(Agriculture & Man)
this course is esp offered for upm student only
as upm's P stands for pertanian = agriculture XD
luckily my lecturer is good and i've learnt a lot during his class
agriculture is really important to man! REALLY!!!

5) BM Tinggi(Advanced Malay Language)
=.= sudah berapa lama i tak cakap bm? so, i dpt B- lagi loh! aduh~
anyway, i sekarang hampir biasa cakap bm dah...
sebab i dah kenal Prof. Lai dari kelantan,
cik kelantan ni memang increase my interest dalam speaking bm.. hahaha
sekarang i dah biasa cakap macam ni horrr... kawanku~

6) Pengucapan Awam(Public Speaking/Oration)
haha.. i get B- again, our faculty's Vice Dean killed me with his iron hand : p

and 2 university courses compulsory for us to take
just to 'fill up' my credit hours only loh! =. =lll
so, i took something useful course
instead of taking some easy scoring useless course... haha
forget about scoring, i rather spend my time on learning

7) Information Technology and Its Applications
i get A- for this! consider not bad at least it didn't incriminate my score!

8) Management
B- for my 0% involvement, haha i'm easy satisfied XD

so how? 'rojak' enough?? haha...
i've taken 13 courses for the past year
therefore, there are only 5 more courses left
that i might feel a lil bit more related : p(not really also)

9 & 10) Korean Level I & II
priority of foreign language study for us, B.A. students =D wahaha...
syok leh, and i get A for both levels = D paiseh...hehe

11) A Survey of Prose Forms and Poetry in English
this course hor... we really going for play play only loh XD
1st - i've no interest at all, it doesn't seem related except the word 'English' haha
2nd - my declaration: it's really an advance study! hard for me to understand
3rd - my lecturer's a bummer! a professional bummer! i worship him! XD
as a result, i get myself another B- XD wakakaka...

12) Expository Writing
this is also a common course for everyone actually
not really my field study but still i get myself an A- = D

Finally, the only one course that i may find myself familiar with
my major related course

13) Introduction to General Linguistics
intro + general, i think i can roughly aware of what i'll soon study
haha.. A- for my awareness and understanding! = P

As a conclusion, as you can see, a year after
what should i become...... leh?
hohoho... a professional B.A student?
i can see the difficulty in it loh! wakakakaka
as i'm still speaking pasar punya broken english loh
my CGPA for 1st semester is only 3.3333
unexpectedly for my 2nd semester i was able to get 3.3611
hahahahaha! there's even improvement in between XD
okok, i know it's not good enough for you guys
but for my own concern
i think this is more than i deserve loh due to my idleness
hahaha okay let's no talk about it

so what's coming next? Another year of July
My 2nd year, i'm going to start my minor course lu~~~
but i'll only start with 1 course
so, no worry i guess(confidently speaking out)
while for those remaining courses will be
all related to my major with the initial code of BBI
hooray~no more 'rojak' study anymore! kakaka
i need advanced study!!!
yeah yeah... therefore i'm looking forward to it
i'm so looking forward to study hard and study smart
at the same time as well, i'm looking forward to
play hard and play smart too! wakaka : p~~~~
dear friends~ don't forget to drop me a call
whenever you're free!
-no extra charges applied-
LOL =D

wow long post full of words huh?
due to the sequela i get after i read
someone else's interesting and funny blog
even my tone changed into...
so cincai tone jor loh!
LOL
whatever... gotta stop here

JULY~ LY LY LY!~~~
i'm waiting for you! = D

Dear Diary

the fact is, i wrote diary.
the problem is, i'm not writing a diary.
the question is, will i still write diary?



haha... whatever
i'm just going to tell facts in my blog now
i 'met' my old diary books few days ago
and i paid them a visit as well
guess what? they remind me once again

i'm a better ashley now

let me introduce you guys these great heroes of my life
they indicate the transformation of myself
i guess that's what a diary means in life, right?






hehe... diary
i'm going to reveal you to the public! =P
(p/s: i'm proud to have you in my life)

This is my 2nd book of diary in 2004
(yeah i fail to keep the very 1st one back in 2002)

front view
yeah dolce & gabbana... whatever
i did enjoy scrapbook-ing by that time
yet another economic way to alleviate my boredom
and entertain my sight! this is more than a diary
it's a scrapbook actually! many stuff inside =)

back view
=D i like this better cuz it's a pocket
i can change the look of it whenever i like

another scrapbook-ing work of mine
my best friends(2 exceptions) photo back in...
err 2003? i can't recall at all! poor memory T_T
(p/s: miss those days! it was a barbecue night... didn't have for so long d)

front page for my diary section
quote:
"celebrating life together is the best way to strengthen your friendship!"
and i did it, i've done i, i'll do it

a piece of memo in between
here's my diary during form 5, senior high period
oh! that was a pathetic ash back then
too pessimistic!!! >_<

full view of my writings
'entries' during my 'after spm' period!
my classmates used to complain on my handwriting
too small.. yeah, as a matter of fact
this really isn't reader-friendly at all, but it's writer-friendly still!
who else will read this but me? LOL

i love to do drawing upon my words, do u?
(oh! my words could be read clearly, but i don't mind, it's trifle)

little dolpin, love to draw it after watching a drama
(p/s: why did i edit this pic? haha..
something's need to be censored i suppose =p)










This is my 3rd book of diary in 2005
(the most 'full-filling' book among all, memories~ it's my favourite!)

front view
i put a sticker on it, to... modify it a bit?
i think this book is good enough
i don't have to do much
i don't wanna spoil the pretty face anyway =)



full view of my writings
see the girl next to my signature? make me laugh XD
the memo beside is my last piece of 2004



as time goes by, my words get
smaller and smaller~ more and more~










This is my 4th book of diary in 2006
(it lasted less than 10 pages, something bad happened, never wish to jot it down!
still, i like the 'entries' before, colourful! as i was taking P.A course during upper6
colour pencil! my old buddy~)

front view
this book, cost me rm7.90!
i really have no idea why i bought this thing!
i guess this is one of the reason that stop me from diary-ing!
LOL~ i'll sure blame on it!



i did it again~ modifying...
with hellokitty, my favourite cartoon!
still, i could scarcely succeed T_T blame it on the cover!


drawing section, just before i started my ride(write) =D


memo stickers were added to 'discourse' my stories! =)


oh! that's a funny story!
but i'm just going to let you see the colours


after i stopped diary-ing, i used to write something inside
like this, just doodling around
(p/s: but i mean what i wrote, i wrote what i mean)









This is my 5th book of diary in 2007
(i did not wrote much either, just during my working life at
casino de genting as a croupier or dealer)

front view
'little black book' appears again if u notice! ok, if don't, forget it~
see the title? i'm HOME AWAY~ haha from jan till may... long?



back view
nothing special.. just cut and paste... sth good, sth nice =)



full view of my writings
so tidy... haha... it didn't last for long!



instead of just jotting down my story, i did some exercises on it too
during my training period! it's a dealer's routine!
yeah~ i'm a profession!! hehe =p



last but not least, my drawing
just to cheer myself up! =p







ok... that's all about the fact!
will the question get an answer?
no idea
LOL
let's just wait for the enthusiasm to come back
i'll still enjoy visit those buddies once in a while
they remind me, encourage me, teach me, save me
much appreciate to u guys~

till then,
i guess it's the end of my today's post









goodbye diary!

with love,
ashley

my foible, my lies

i cry easily
my tears would drop easily
doesn't sound like me right?
yeah cuz you never see me cry, frequently
but still what you see isn't always what you 'get'
get it?
i don't cry, that's the lie
the truth is, i can never cry in front of you
you, you and you, all of you

my foible is?
i love to cry
i love to make myself cry whenever i'm 'free' and alone
why?
does foible need a reason?
ok, just to make myself feel better cuz i believe that
there will always be rainbow after rain
so i need "rain drop, tear drop"
reasonable right?
just an economic way to cure my depression

ironically, whenever you are around me
no matter how sad i am
how desperate my tears tend to fall
my face insist to remain silent
fake a smile

yeah, that's a lie
but you'll never know
i know i'm quite good in acting
that's why until now
you still have no idea about who i am, who i used to be
or you just choose to ignore, either do i
i choose to act silly, we all like to act silly
nothing happened, nothing at all

i'm a weirdo sometimes
i do things that not everyone does
i think things that not everyone thinks
i get things that not everyone gets

so
do u get my lies?

I Guess It's All About You

i woke up in the night thinking all the reasons why?
i tore it into pieces lines telling you i am so fine
my tears wouldn't say goodbye
keeping all those faiths aside

what do you feel like hanging in this life?
what do you feel like living in this lie?
i won't change anything
i won't keep anything at all
so tell me
what do you feel like living in this life?
what should you feel like leaving this behind?

i guess i'll never wake up and see you in my eyes...
i guess it's all about you saying goodbye
goodbye...



ashley
this is a song written by me =D cheer~

Waiting?

every night
i unwillingly keep myself 'to become unconscious'
or either way i call it 'to fall asleep'
why? silly thought of mine:
being unconscious in the night is little bit a waste of time
LOL
stupid right?
that's what my sis said about me =D
ya i agree with her, but but but
i just can hardly make myself to fall asleep purposely
i just can easily make myself to stay awake as well

LOL
well...what have i been thinking tonight?

i'm thinking about a matter of 'waiting'
waiting for the best instead of the one u have now?
or else u will be regretted someday?
how to predict the future?
whether or not you'll get the best?
i dunno, either do u(ya the fortune teller might know)
but i guess i can at least
predict how i'll feel in the future right?
oh ya... not predict but know
i know the one i'm going to have will always be the best
while others that appear soon will only be someone else's best
is it a good idea? no idea really...

as a matter of fact
the truth will always make u an opportunity
to see a better, nicer, prettier 'whatever' in the future
but i can sure that, it won't and never be
the best, the nicest, the prettiest
as your desire will never stop populate
desire n expectation for the best should be vanished after all?

so... should i made up my mind to keep a good
instead a better or the best?
this is a questioning post actually
not an expository post
LOL
so anyone with any idea
pls leave n share your idea with me
thanks!




ashley
[sun is rising... ash is falling... asleep~ LOL]

Once Loving You

loving someone is a blessing
u don't have to let him know that u love him
in order to get his love back

u just have to enjoy every little moment u notice him around u
his moves, his smile, his jokes, his care
even though that's not for you
but u still can see the good in him that make you happy

love is never possessive
u don't have to have him as your lover
instead
even just friend is enough for u
to feel the happiness of being around him

glad to know that who his beloved is
thing that keeps bothering exist no more
n feel happy for him
n wish him will be happily ever after with his dream girl
n thanks to him for once appearing in your life
n that makes u realize the good in loving someone



ashley